Definitive Proof

So I've been analyzing old photos of me, seeing the differences in my body. I never took any really good before pictures, so I'm hiding my figure in most photos from the past. No undies pictures that showed the actual protrusion of my gut and love handles. But looking at how my clothes fit me months ago versus now really indicates the weightloss. Over 30 pounds loss is a big amount in my opinion. I very well was in the obese category, though only just barely. According to charts at the clinic in school I am in the normal weight category for my height. And this is amazing.
Though my ultimate goal is to be in the middle of the normal, healthy weight category. And it's doable.
I hadn't really worked hard for a couple weeks a few weeks ago, but I'm back on track. I felt out of shape when I first started back on, but I'm doing it. I started doing 20 minute cardio and mixed videos about 4 times a week again. After I've hit that point where the workouts are less challenging, I'm going to move to 30 minutes and soforth.
Challenging myself will help me to bus
t through the plateau!!!!
I'm staying in around 135 according to the scale at work.

In any case here is some visual proof of weight loss:

This is a photo of be in August 2010, about the time before I really started to get more focused on my workout plan.


Me about 2 weeks ago.


In any case the changes are small, but noticeable. My arms and my back are both smaller. My gut as well, although you can't see it via these images have gone down.
I used to be able to see my belly past my chest when I looked down. Now that is no longer the case :)

So I've really been neglecting this blog.
Been far too focused on my Tumblr.

http://ladygyaru.tumblr.com

When I started this very blog, my goal weight before April 13th was 140.
Well I've surpassed that. :)
My new goals change daily. Ultimately I'd love to be around 130 or less, but we'll see. I want my body to do the talking, not the numbers.

I have had a few setbacks, I haven't been going through with this 24/7 for the whole year almost, but I've been doing something. And that's what counts.




so yeah.
Follow my tumblr. I do a lot more on there :P
Not all weightloss posts, but still a fun day~!

Day One: Your Stats

Name: Jenn
Age: 24
Height: 5’3”
CW: 146
HW: 165
GW: 130
I want to lose at least 2 pounds a week. I would like to reach my goal weight before April 13th of this year in time for the LADY GAGA concert. If I keep it consistent I will see the right results!!

30 Day Weightloss Challenge

day one- your stats.
day two- how tall are you? do you like your height?
day three- a picture of your thinspiration. what features do you like about this person?
day four- your greatest fears about weight loss.
day five- why do you really want to lose this weight? are you doing it for you?
day six- do you binge? if so, explain why you think you do.
day seven- do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? do they care?
day eight- your workout routine.
day nine- did people ever make comments about your weight in a negative way?
day ten- what was the hardest thing you gave up during this “weight loss.”
day eleven- your favorite thinspo blog and why!
day twelve- what do you normally eat?
day thirteen- are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?
day fourteen- what’s your ugw? when you expect to reach it?
day fifteen- are you vegan or vegetarian? if so, has this helped you lose weight? if not, would you ever consider turning vegan or vegetarian?
day sixteen- when did you first decide to lose weight?
day seventeen- do you have an eating disorder?
day eighteen- what food is your weakness?
day nineteen- when is the last time you ate fast food?
day twenty- favorite diet?
day twenty-one- what are your clothing sizes?
day twenty-two- what was your lowest weight? how and why did you gain?
day twenty-three- did the media play a role in your wanting to lose weight?
day twenty-four- how do you feel about the terms pro-ana/pro-mia
day twenty-five- have you ever purged? if you have describe your first experience.
day twenty-six- what excites you most about reaching your ugw?
day twenty-seven- how do you deal with being around food?
day twenty-eight- do you want that “gap” between your legs? why?
day twenty-nine- your definition of beauty.
day thirty-10 facts about you! and now, what are your stats?

Feeling ILL

So yeah after a crazy cardio workout I feel awful~ guess that means I did a good job! As for diet~ just following my calorie intake and eating smaller portions. Only drink pretty much tea and water... cutting soda out of my life really makes the difference. I will have it on special occasions but not a daily fatty way~ I haven't had one in possibly a month. When I do have soda it's usually far and in between. That alone has me 17 lbs lighter than I was beginning of last fall. So with minimal exercise I'm still losing. Imagine with daily exercise!!!!!!!



YAY SKINNINESSSSSS

Still on my way to trying to get to my GW by the Lady Gaga concert. Gonna make it happen!

It's a new year.....but not a new costume lol

SOOOOOOOO I was gonna really try to avoid being Gaga for halloween AGAIN for this year......

But alas, I cannot stop myself. And I am caving in and doing another Lady Gaga costume this year.... But not the usual hairbow dealio that so many people will probably be sporting this year. Nope. I will be doing the infamous LOBSTER HAT.



Yes, my clothes will be see-through. And YES I am going to wear a girdle to hide the pudge, and perhaps a nude bra, or gummy bra or just the pasties...we'll see what happens.

I pretty much have all of the materials to create the Phillip Trace Lobster Hat revival out of foil and glitter, and wiring. Just gotta get the wig and the pasties. NOT gonna worry about the shoes at all. Just going to wear some of my own.
I'm really excited about this costume, and more motivated to lose more weight to not HAVE to wear the girdle at all.

Having the wig and outfit there can provide me with the possibility of doing this outfit as well



or this



So excited about having this wig. Gonna buy it now :)

It's been a long time but I'm back in town.....and this time I'm not leaving without youuuuuuu!

WOW. IT'S BEEN A LONG WHILE.

Sorry for the hiatus. Crazy going on, and friends visiting and the like.
I haven't been doing as well as the beginning so I'm afraid to say there hasn't been much progress so back to work it is!

Gaga has been getting some crap lately for appearing to have gained a bit of weight, and showing it in her recent trip to Norway.



While she has appeared to gain a bit, she does NOT look FAT, as some people are claiming. And it is downright stupid to go from saying she's too skinny... to too fat. Where in the world does perfection lie? It seems like the whole world is confused.

Either way, I feel she looks fine, and I would LOVE to have her build even at this point. It's still skinnier than I am...so hey! It's not fat to me by any standard.

No matter the case, I need to get back on track and keep moving and grooving. No matter the shape Gaga is in when I see her next year, I want to be in the shape that I would like. Haha!

To stray away from all that for a bit~
My geeky juices are flowing...and these 2 games have my heart and soul right now <3
Can't wait for them to come out





Alright. Time to get a snack!

SUCCESS!

So, feeling the bravery to step on the scale.....I've come to find out....that...

I'VE LOST 8 POUNDS SO FAR

22 pounds to go! It seems so easy now! Just time and effort have played a part in this journey! And all the hard work is starting to pay off already! I want to get in gear and actually work out as regularly as I should and watch the pounds disappear faster!!

In other news of success....

I GOT TICKETS TO THE MONSTER BALL IN ORLANDO!!!!!!


I totally upgraded from 2nd seating section, to FLOOR! I plan to plant my butt outside Amway Arena all damn day long! And if things keep going the way they are going, I will be at my weight loss goal in time for it! The Ball is so damn far away, but at the same time, it gives me plenty of time to get in shape to dress up!!

7 months away and counting!

But yes, it has been a glorious weekend, and my weekend ends today at work. I do not want to go, and am sick today actually, but I need the money...so off I go!

Byebyenow!

Haste makes waist!

Sooooo~ Clothes around my middle are starting to feel and look looser!!!!!

So I put my belly to the test and tried on some shorts Wednesday at Charlotte Russe.
When I started I was a size 13....which has now gone to 11!!!
Wooo! Slow and steady! Even so, it is still happening! I'm psyched! Not gonna quit at this point!

Today every radio station is giving away Gaga tickets. Oh my lord. One station at 11:30 and one at 12. For the first one it was absolutely no hope whatsoever.
But for the second...I was number 6! The winner was number 9...
I WAS SO CLOSE UGH. It was crazy! I'm so sad that I didn't make it, but the fact that I was that close to it is amazing. It was busy FOREVER. But I kept on trucking. Ahhhhhhh

The fact that I could have won an iPad as well is crazy. I would have just sold it, because I don't really want an iPad...but damn. SO CLOSE.



I'm debating with myself to whether i want floor tickets or seats. Since the people who get the packages get first dibs on close standing....I don't even know if it will even be worth getting the floor tickets. What to doooooo?

Today I'm heading to visit my Dad! Probably going to have a cheat day~ but hey, it's vacation-y time~!
I'm going to try to keep walking, maybe walk my mom's dog tonight to get my walk in!
I'm going to try again at 4:30 and 5 to win tickets again. I'm sure there will be ticket giveaways for a while. The concert's not til next year. I'm guaranteed to see the woman next year regardless...so I'm okay~

Thin Little Monster . . . OUT!

Bah

Job hunting didn't happen yesterday :( Gah.

Getting ready to head out to work here soon in a minute. Home alone most of the day and lonely :(
It's dark and dreary outside and I haven't hand much energy but I've been practicing dancing a bit so burning some random calories and not eating crazy so it's been a good day thus far! Not excited about working tonight, but hey, gotta make that money. My paycheck was horrid last time and I only work 2 days this week. But because of class and such I don't have the time to go job hunting.

I actually need to focus on some homework when I get back tonight. I have not been in the mood to get anything knocked out.

Last Sunday we did end up going to Disney World and of course I was well prepared with my minnie clip on ears!


We walked to and from the Hollywood Studios park from Disney's Boardwalk Resort (about 15 to 20 minutes each way) also walking around the park, and making good food choices during the day seemed to keep me on track! Yay!

Because of lack of money and such i will not be purchasing the Orlando Monster Ball Tickets at all. It would be nice to sell Miami tickets and get better ones for the one that's practically in my backyard. :/
Ah well. Either way, I get to see Mama Monster regardless.
I'm so looking forward to this day that it doesn't even feel like it is extremely far away!
Seven months away!
But that does provide me with a lot of time to lose and maintain my weight!!! C'mon body! Let's get ready for this! I wanna dress UPPPPPPP.
Super excited, whether I have to travel 3 hours to see her or not.

Welp. I'm about to leave.
As you were soldiers!

Ballin'

So just a couple of days ago Gaga announced more Florida dates!
I already have tickets to see her in Miami, but she just announced that she's doing a date at the Amway Arena in Orlando where I live.
But get this, it's the DAY AFTER my birthday. Soooooooo~ my plan is to purchase tickets for Orlando, if I can get better seats than I have for Miami, I may sell my Miami tickets, OR just go to both shows haha. I want this to happen haha. But of course there's always money to think of. Ugh money.
Either way I know I'm going to be seeing Mama Monster next year, and April is when I'm supposed to be reaching my goal weight! Gogogogo!!

Speaking of money, today I will be job hunting! Because of various reasons with LC hours, and things I need a second job, and if possible, maybe just switch jobs.

A restaurant job would be good and bad

Good: Tips = lotsa cash (hopefully)
Bad: Surrounded by food that's bad for me so I really have to flex that healthy choices muscle :(

Shoes.

I stumbled upon these amazing boots~~



THE HEEL IS A HEART.
MUST. HAVE.

I must say I do love unique shoes. All of the shoes my friends and I have purchased in Japan have been unique and stylish.

It's no surprise that those infamous heel-less boots Gaga was seen with months ago are from a Japanese designer



Would love to be loaded and score a pair of those too! Haha!

Oh hey! Boot version of heart heels!



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When I have a figure instead of flab I'm eyeing this getup still:



My work pants keep feeling looser and looser! YES!
Might be time to buy a new pair soon!!! When I bought those pants they were such a big size I was mortified. The fact that they're starting to loosen is really a good sign. Like I've said before, noting the fitting of my clothes versus the scale is easier and less stressful for me.


Todays eats have been in line with the calorie counting! Though I don't believe I've consumed enough raw fruits and veggies, though I am on track for the amount. Not exercising today because of my schedule, but will be clubbing tonight. Alcohol calories will be accounted for in my daily intake, and I am gonna dance some off!
Haven't been very active today however so not a good day. Feeling sluggish. HOPEFULLY going to Disney tomorrow and all that walking will be good! And Disney has some pretty good healthy options as far as eats. Might still bring some snacks that will keep me in the zone!

Not in the mood to do homework but it must be done, ugh.
Alright, going to go ahead and focus my time on that.

Fat-tastrophy

Soooooo, been eating well these days! Gotta get back up on the exercise horse, but that means really motivating Acey to join me!

So in attempt to whip us into gear I shall post the ever embarassing fatty pictures to motivate me to get on it!

BEWARE: ITEMS IN MIRROR MAY BE FATTER THAN THEY APPEAR.


Bloated in Tokyo with Rusty at Takuya Angel shop.


Bathing suit bananas. (My arms actually look pretty nice here. It's the thighs I'm hating ugh)


Most recent Gaga costume. Ugh the horror!

so yeah, those are frightening. I wanna get away from this as soon as possible!
Which at a healthy rate won't be soon enough, but I can deal!

I'm trying to walk somehow every day. Whether it be outside or in place. Anything to keep active every day. And hopefully get back to working out every other day. Just to keep from pushing myself too hard and keeping stuff in motion.

I'm going to start doing a recipe of the day and clothing item of the day :)


Recipe of the Day:
Turkey Meatballs with Quick And Spicy Tomato Sauce and Whole-Wheat Spaghetti

Recipe Link

Clothing Item of the Day:
Filthy Magic: Off-shoulder Lace 3/4 Sleeve Dress

Visit My Good Lady Friend

Ok. Time to pack up and leave to go to my side of town for work tonight. Ugh, not in the mood for work, but in the mood to work OUT.
Should I follow a specific workout plan, or just take a whack at trying the workouts that I think I need?

Mmm feels like snack time.

I have blogger ADD.

Farewell!

V-V-V-V-V-V-V-V-V-VANITY

First of all! This song is in my head:


So when number 4 and then number 5 of the people that had mentioned I looked a tiny bit thinner, I know I'm on the right track.

Today I had to walk to work, which is no biggie at all! I brought 2 pound weights to hold as I trucked myself to work. Total of 30 minutes of walking to work. Fine by me!
I'd really love to walk everyday, as I've heard of how much of a great losing strategy that is.

I've been snacking all day on all of the healthy stuff. Smaller meals, and snacks more often. Today's included grapes for one snack, and pita with hummus for another. I can get used to this!

I really hear all the problems with getting into eating healthy people get, but I'm doing alright with it I think. Going to restaurants is quite awful sometimes, but I shouldn't be doing that very often because of saving money either way. Sometimes the good stuff for you actually looks good :)

Ugh. Hungry, time for dinner!
Goodbye my lovers! Goodbye my friends!

Surprises!

So recently I've had 3 different people tell me I look like I've lost!!!
Not exactly sure if I really have, but such an incredible feeling to say the least. I think another factor in it is the fact that I've darkened my hair. I think the darker hair slimmed down the look of my face. Either way, looking slimmer is a-okay with me!

I haven't stepped on a scale since I went to Publix forever ago, and don't want to. I want to wait until I see a considerable difference. I've made a pact with myself to stay away from becoming obsessed with numbers, and just stay obsessed with health!

Ugh gotta start cleaning the house soon. Not looking forward to it. I'd rather sit on the computer and look at stuff.


Ugh. Ok. Gotta get motivated to get started. Peace out!

Today I wish I could dress like Susan Dey dressed in The Partridge Family


(For those that know me well, you know how much I love the 70's)

BORN THIS WAY BABYYYYYY

Woo! Haven't updated in forever! I'm keeping at it, though not quite as strictly as in the begining. I'm slacking a bit and need to get back into the motions! Today was a very good epic day for dieting!

Breakfast:
Einstein Bros Bagel Yogurt Parfait - 190
Small Coffee - 0

Lunch:
Lean Gourmet Chicken & Rice - 300
Iced Tea - 0

Dinner:
Moe's Streaker Homewrecker - 435
Buffalo Sauce - 20
Iced Tea - 0

So a grand total of 945 for the day.
And I burned around 2000 calories throughout the day with my usual resting burning rate. I had a lot of homework (and still do) so I didn't get to make time for workout. So it is P90X KENPO DAY!

IN EPIC NEWS. My queen reins over the public.



Her VMA dresses (apart from the meat dress) were distinguished and fancy. So glad we're away from the days of her trucking around with an ugly headband and punky leather jacket that reminded me of punks from high school time.

The only reason I'll ever watch the VMA's.

Anyways, I digress...

Got a new kitten recently <3
Her name is Mimosa.....and she is about as abnoxious as a kitten can get haha.
But she's cute. So I let it slide occaisionally



D'awww


Well I'm awake now the next day doing homework and bumming around on the internet. I've recently made my decisions to after graduating do some teaching program in Japan for a bit, then move back to the U.S. to a state other than Florida. Means I'll need to get certification in that state (OH BOY) but in all honesty folks. I don't like Florida all that much. With the exception of Disney World and St. Augustine I'm not too fond of the place. But I love my friends and family so of course I would be visiting as much as possible.

One of the stupid reasons is I'd love to have actual seasons. And get to wear cute winter clothing. I have two scarves that I have no need for haha
And a rabbit fur hat that has little purpose in this state.



Ugh I'm bored. Need to eat food and later exercise. Later still is work. Oh lordy.

Slimmin' down!

Gonna get in a quick update before I shower after my workout. Yikes I'm gross!

Just got finished doing the core workout for 10 Pound Slimdown.
Not quite ready to take on P90X Kenpo again today. Might wait till tomorrow because my arms are still feeling the burn.



It's good because it's free! If you have Brighthouse, it's free on demand on Exercise on Demand! Woop woop!

I have refrained from checking my weight because I want to wait a little bit for when I see a tiny bit of visable difference. Tiny being absolutely miniscule, because I know how slowly visual results take. But that way I'm not complaining about the pounds.

On another note. I really miss the origami dress :(



When my arms start looking nice I'd like to make the outfit :B
So many Gaga outfits I really wanna try! That's why this feat must be met!

Okay. Shower time!

Hi-Yah!

So just because I haven't been updating as crazily as I used to doesn't mean I haven't been doing well! I did have a cheat day however yesterday when I went to Disney! But hey, gotta have those and keep myself from binging! Went to Raglan Road and had a Portobello Beauty and it was EXCELLENT. Good thing about theme parks is that you walk and sweat all day long so it wasn't like I sat around at home all day! Yesterday was fun but hot, and kind of stressful. Only rode 3 rides all day, but hey, it was ok.

Today I worked this morning and then came home and took a big nap. Afterwards me and Acey did the P90X Kenpo workout and sweat our asses off!



This appears to be a different video, but you get the point. Serious work and tiring too. Eek, but the hard work is worth it!

It's only 10:57 but I'm tired and bored here at home not doing much. It's good that after having an off day I jumped back on the wagon and worked out some and ate well! Woop woop!

Got a new dress from Zara that I'm in love with!



Something nice and flowy hides my chub and can be styled cutely! And even when I lose weight it should still fit well! really happy about that!
I've wanted a nice bohemian dress like this FOREVER. And finally thanks to dear Acey got it the day before yesterday <3

Alright. It's bed time! Ciao!

Gobble gobble!

Having already incorporated turkey as a staple in my diet, I need not ween myself off the red meat. I've made tacos and enchiladas lighter and fitter for the past few months using ground turkey instead of ground beef and I actually find it tastier! Though now I make mexican less often because of the high amounts of carbs and calories, the occaisional leaner versions of Mexican food find its way into my tummy every week or few.

Last night Ace and I found recipes on Calorie Count. (I am falling more and more in love with this site by the minute)

Not only did it allow us to plan ahead, but it was delicious and easy to make!

I made:

Claire's Chicken Mexicana (184 Calories)

16 ounces chicken breast, fresh, boneless, skinless
8 ounces salsa
8 ounces corn
2 tablespoons pepper, jalapeno, minced

Directions
1.Put the salsa, peppers, and corn in a non stick skillet
2.Bring to a boil
3.Place the chicken breasts on top, spooning a little salsa over
4.Reduce the heat to a slow simmer
5.Cover and cook for 15 minutes or until the chicken is done.
6.Be careful not to scorch the bottom. Add water if needed during cooking.

and...

Mexican Snack Pizzas (68 Calories [but I had two which = 136)

1/4 c. tomato puree
1/4 c. kidney beans (canned), drained and chopped
1 tbsp. onion, chopped
1 tbsp. green pepper, chopped
1/2 tsp. oregano leaves
1/4 c. Mozzarella cheese (part skim milk), shredded
1/4 c. lettuce, shredded

Directions
1.Split muffins; toast lightly.
2.Mix puree, beans, onion, green pepper, and oregano. Spread on muffin halves.
3.Sprinkle with cheese. Broil until cheese is bubbly, about 2 minutes.
4.Garnish with shredded lettuce.

So a grand total of 320 calories for dinner!

My friend Vonnie showed me this article today:

Lady Gaga's Healthy Diet: Tofu, Turkey and Hummus

Those are a few of my favorite things! Haha looks like I'm on the right track!

Mmmm I want Kat to make me some of that tofu spinach thing she made before! Heyyyy!
Or make some hiyayakko <3


So enough rambling! Today I'm going to work on some crunches and other muscle-orientated exercises! Gonna work that muscle up and burn more calories! Eep! Gotta go! More updates later!

School = Work.....Out!

So class provided me with extra workout time and extra calories lost! I ended up reading the chapter I need to have read for tomorrow's class while using the Elliptical machine and burned a total of 404 calories in tonight's workout! Woo! Super proud of myself and exited for the future! I've felt really energized lately because of my diet I think. Putting more good things in my body and intaking less of the bad.

I've avoided alcohol entirely for nearly two weeks, so thus avoiding extra calories. Saturday, however, I will be drinking some wine. Though I will make sure it doesn't exceed my daily calorie intake by cutting down calories in my meals that day. That and making sure I burn a little more than usual exercising, or if I go over, taking accountability for it the following day. Either way I am not binging, but making sure the math in everything comes into place and I avoid putting on extra weight that I have just lost!

At my friend's Cowboy's house currently. Going to be staying here every Thursday evening because of class at 7:30 am Friday. Ugh. Ah well, a challenge in itself to remain eating healthy! But it's fun, and get to play Halo as much as possible Thursday nights <3

I'm in love with Mod Cloth right now and wish I was teeny enough to wear some of these dresses <3



And I reaaaaaally love this sweater <3



The waist sizes are all itty bitty so I'd definitely have to work toward these.
Awww so cute. I want want want some new cute stuff.

Ahhhh. I am sleepy and will sleep after playing some more Halo with people.